Saturday 4 May 2013

Happy ending journey of becoming_______ MOTHER

Though I am going through morning sickness,
though I am eating too much,
though I am gaining weight,
though I don't fit into my old clothes,
though I don't look as attractive as I used to look earlier,

But it's not strange for me,
and I am happy for all this.
I am happy my baby is healthy and growing,
I am happy, my baby is happy and kicking,
I am happy my baby is rolling and dancing.

I am filled with mixed emotions,
I am nervous
I am ready to head towards hospital 
but I am afraid to face the doctor
and scared to go to the labor room

But still,
I am happy, my baby is safe
I am happy, my baby is ready to come out
I am happy, my baby will see the world
I am happy, I will see my baby my world.

So what, I have gone through a killing pain,
I am fortunate to see my child

So what, I am going through the trails of sleepless nights
So what, I am busy in changing and cleaning, nappies and diapers
So what, I am struggling to get back into shape

I am filled with joy and emotions
my baby is with me,
         dancing and singing,
         laughing and giggling,
         kissing and hugging,

I am happy, my baby my world is with me...........